不若放生 Let A Living Thing Go
眾女子笑道:「長老雖不揀人佈施,卻只有些上門怪人。莫嫌粗淡,吃些兒罷。」長老道:「實是不敢吃,恐破了戒。望菩薩養生不若放生,放我和尚出去罷。」众女子笑道:「长老虽不拣人布施,却只有些上门怪人。莫嫌粗淡,吃些儿罢。」长老道:「实是不敢吃,恐破了戒。望菩萨养生不若放生,放我和尚出去罢。」
逐句解 Line by line
The women laughed and said, "Elder, you may not pick and choose among people, but you have a fair bit of coming-to-the-door-and-finding-fault about you."
上門怪人 — turning up at somebody's door and then blaming them. The phrase is built on the spot to catch exactly his position, and it is the most pointed thing anybody says to him in the chapter. He did come uninvited.
"Do not turn your nose up at plain fare. Eat a little of it, do."
兒 takes the full ér in 些兒, and 罷 is bà, the softening particle at the end of a suggestion. Eight characters, and every one of them is coaxing.
The Elder said, "Truly I dare not eat it. I am afraid of breaking my vows."
破了戒 — to break the precepts. 了 is the light le marking the thing as done. He has stopped arguing and simply states the position.
"I beg you, bodhisattvas: keeping a thing alive is not so good as setting it free. Let this monk go out of here."
養生不若放生 turns on one character. 放生, releasing a captive creature, is a real and common act of Buddhist merit — you buy the fish or the bird at market and let it go. He is saying: you are keeping me; better to release me. He has understood his situation exactly and phrases it as a point of doctrine.
The charge they lay against him is sharp and it is fair. He arrived unasked, refused what he was given, and lectured the household about his own scruples. Anybody would be annoyed.
Then he asks to leave, and the way he asks is the passage's best moment. Setting a captured creature free is an ordinary act of merit — you buy a caged bird and open the cage. He offers his hosts the chance to earn it, with himself as the bird. It is polite, it is doctrinally impeccable, and it is a man asking to be let out of a room.
Nothing has been said plainly on either side. They have not admitted what is in the bowl; he has not accused them of anything. The whole negotiation is being conducted in the vocabulary of hospitality and merit, and both parties know exactly what it is about.