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埋怨馱魔
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埋怨馱魔 Grumbling Under the Burden

行xíng不bú上shàng三sān五wǔ里lǐ路lù,師shī父fù與yǔ沙shā僧sēng下xià了le山shān凹āo之zhī中zhōng,行xíng者zhě卻què望wàng不bú見jiàn,心xīn中zhōng埋mán怨yuàn道dào:「師shī父fù偌ruò大dà年nián紀jì,再zài不bù曉xiǎo得de事shì體tǐ。這zhè等děng遠yuǎn路lù,就jiù是shì空kōng身shēn子zi也yě還hái嫌xián手shǒu重zhòng,恨hèn不bù得dé捽zuó了le,卻què又yòu教jiào我wǒ馱tuó著zhe這zhè個gè妖yāo怪guài。莫mò說shuō他tā是shì妖yāo怪guài,就jiù是shì好hǎo人rén,這zhè們men年nián紀jì,也yě死sǐ得de著zháo了le。摜guàn殺shā他tā罷ba,馱tuó他tā怎zěn的de?」行xíng不bú上shàng三sān五wǔ里lǐ路lù,师shī父fù与yǔ沙shā僧sēng下xià了le山shān凹āo之zhī中zhōng,行xíng者zhě却què望wàng不bú见jiàn,心xīn中zhōng埋mán怨yuàn道dào:「师shī父fù偌ruò大dà年nián纪jì,再zài不bù晓xiǎo得de事shì体tǐ。这zhè等děng远yuǎn路lù,就jiù是shì空kōng身shēn子zi也yě还hái嫌xián手shǒu重zhòng,恨hèn不bù得dé捽zuó了le,却què又yòu教jiào我wǒ驮tuó着zhe这zhè个gè妖yāo怪guài。莫mò说shuō他tā是shì妖yāo怪guài,就jiù是shì好hǎo人rén,这zhè们men年nián纪jì,也yě死sǐ得de着zháo了le。掼guàn杀shā他tā罢ba,驮tuó他tā怎zěn的de?」


逐句解 Line by line

行xíng不bú上shàng三sān五wǔ里lǐ路lù,師shī父fù與yǔ沙shā僧sēng下xià了le山shān凹āo之zhī中zhōng,行xíng者zhě卻què望wàng不bú見jiàn,心xīn中zhōng埋mán怨yuàn道dào:「師shī父fù偌ruò大dà年nián紀jì,再zài不bù曉xiǎo得de事shì體tǐ。 行xíng不bú上shàng三sān五wǔ里lǐ路lù,师shī父fù与yǔ沙shā僧sēng下xià了le山shān凹āo之zhī中zhōng,行xíng者zhě却què望wàng不bú见jiàn,心xīn中zhōng埋mán怨yuàn道dào:「师shī父fù偌ruò大dà年nián纪jì,再zài不bù晓xiǎo得de事shì体tǐ。

They had gone not three or five lǐ when the Master and Sha Monk dropped down into a mountain hollow, and Pilgrim, losing sight of them, grumbled to himself: "A man of the Master's great age, and still with no sense of how things stand.

山凹 (shān āo) is a dip in the hills, and dropping into one is enough to break the party in two. 埋怨 (mán yuàn), "to grumble"; 曉得 (xiǎo de), "to grasp," toneless 得; 事體 (shì tǐ), "how matters actually stand." The 里 here is the road measure, a Ming one running to something over half a kilometer -- and worth keeping apart from the 里 that ended the hamlet name earlier in the chapter, which is a unit of settlement, not of distance.

這zhè等děng遠yuǎn路lù,就jiù是shì空kōng身shēn子zi也yě還hái嫌xián手shǒu重zhòng,恨hèn不bù得dé捽zuó了le,卻què又yòu教jiào我wǒ馱tuó著zhe這zhè個gè妖yāo怪guài。 这zhè等děng远yuǎn路lù,就jiù是shì空kōng身shēn子zi也yě还hái嫌xián手shǒu重zhòng,恨hèn不bù得dé捽zuó了le,却què又yòu教jiào我wǒ驮tuó着zhe这zhè个gè妖yāo怪guài。

"On a long road like this, even empty-handed one would find one's arms a burden — I'd give anything to fling him off — and here he has me carrying this monster.

嫌手重 (xián shǒu zhòng), "to find one's own arms a drag," 重 read zhòng, "heavy." 恨不得 (hèn bù dé), "to be dying to," is still everyday Chinese for a wish you cannot act on -- except that Pilgrim is about to act on it. 捽 (zuó), "to fling down." 馱著 (tuó zhe) takes the 著 of an action still running.

莫mò說shuō他tā是shì妖yāo怪guài,就jiù是shì好hǎo人rén,這zhè們men年nián紀jì,也yě死sǐ得de著zháo了le。 莫mò说shuō他tā是shì妖yāo怪guài,就jiù是shì好hǎo人rén,这zhè们men年nián纪jì,也yě死sǐ得de着zháo了le。

"Never mind that he's a monster — even were he an honest man, at such an age he'd be as good as dead anyway.

莫說 (mò shuō), "never mind that." 死得著 (sǐ de zháo) stacks the toneless 得 of possibility onto the 著 of a thing achieved -- "would manage to die anyway." Watch the reasoning slide: from the weight, to the man's age, to the conclusion that killing him would hardly count.

摜guàn殺shā他tā罷ba,馱tuó他tā怎zěn的de?」 掼guàn杀shā他tā罢ba,驮tuó他tā怎zěn的de?」

"I'll just dash him dead — why carry him at all?"

摜殺 (guàn shā), "to dash down and kill" -- the same 摜 Sha Monk used in his joke about the three-pointed rock. 怎的 (zěn de), "why on earth," and the 罷 (ba) of a decision taken.


總評 Commentary

Left at the back with the fiend on his shoulders, Pilgrim talks himself toward murder by degrees. The grumble runs from the master's want of sense, to the sheer dead weight of the thing, to a piece of convenient reasoning -- even an honest man that old is as good as finished -- and lands on a decision. It is a small comic monologue of exasperation, and its menace is entirely real.

This is the hinge of the episode, and the irony is double. The one member of the party who saw through the disguise is about to be outmaneuvered, because his passenger has been listening to every word; and the master's compassion, by forcing Pilgrim to carry a monster he would gladly kill, has built the very trap that will separate them.